Today really hit me on the head...... I don't know how many people still read this. But I just wanted to share with anybody who still does, what I have to say. I could put it all in paragraph form, but I'm just going to list it out. A good majority of my life I've been stuck up. I was born with an ego problem. It's stupid. I'm no better than anybody else. All my talents and accomplishments are a gift from God. I have in a way, worshipped success. Now, something I have neglected to listen to, but have heard often was "Glory Fades"..... is very true. It becomes dull. Even if it's exciting to others around you.... it fades for you. It means nothing. Now, Success doesn't last, but despite what others may say, people and many relationships don't either. The question is, which will be missed the most. And which will you regret most when you have not hung on to it. I want to thank Greg, T.J. and Nolan for being the most loyal friends I've ever had. I enjoy change, life's ups and downs. And what I can learn from all of it. Stuff like that keeps life fun... well, at least half the time. Nothing in this life is certain. Nothing is worth being overly excited about, or upset about. Except eternity of the spirit. -- that's something that I would often just spit back out because I was so used to hearing it. It went through one ear and out the other. BUT that is the answer to life. I make my life way more difficult than is has to be. I find myself cornered with dissapointment and confusion. Asking why life is so difficult. How can I forget so easily? I have the Answer to life. The Answer that the majority of the world's population doesn't have. The Father, Son, Holy Spirit Salvation Prayer God's Word Faith and Trust Love Perseverance God won't necessarily give you happiness or a sudden urge to sing and dance all the time, but his promises and his presence give you everything I need to make it through this pitiful life on this cursed planet. and now a request.... no.... a plea to any who read this.... PLEASE join me in praying for out country. Our generation has a lot on its hands. We can either drive this place to prosperity or destruction. It needs exactly what my life needs.... guidance-and people not too busy, prideful, lazy, or blind to ask God for it. |